God is in Control

Ever have one of those days where you looked up at God and asked,"What in the world are you up to?"
Yeah. Me too.
Today, I went for an interview/meeting at a restaurant and had a discouraging interview, but a wonderful lunch. The interviewer seemed taken aback when he found out that I haven't worked in a restaurant. After I explained what I wanted/needed he seemed very reluctant to even consider hiring me. Needless to say I came home discouraged. I am convinced that God has called me to the culinary field. However, I just wonder what He is up to. Because, while I am taking culinary classes, He has provided a baking job for me. It's like I am holding two threads of two different colors. I'm being told to plug those two threads into the tapestry of my life, and I can't figure out where they go or what to do from here. I also had a realization. No one is going to want to hire me as a line cook unless I have experience. But, how can I gain experience if no one will let me try? So, what am I going to do? Well, I am going to dust myself off, and get down on my knees in prayer. I am also going to get advice from Culinary professionals whose opinion I trust and see what they think I should do.
However, not matter what I am feeling GOD is still in control and if He is calling me forward in this culinary journey then I shall follow. But, if He has called me into the culinary degree so that I may realize my love of the Pastry Arts, then I shall follow His lead.

Saturday night a dear friend came over and we made chocolate brownies while watching Julie and Julia.

God will never leave us desolate, and I heard a pastor once say, "God has brought you this far, He won't leave you hanging."